A Coherent Thought

I had a coherent thought the other day.
I don’t even remember what it was because I was so shocked by it and then it flitted away almost as quickly as it came.

After a year and a half of grief, anxiety, a whole bunch of hormones, and about 15 months almost straight of being pregnant and I don’t even remember what it’s like to think clearly. But I’m ready to start working on getting back to a resemblance of my old self.

I’ve been told several times by well-meaning people that “these things happen for a reason.”  I have a whole list of thoughts on that I’ll save for a different time and place but I’ve come to realize that I need to make this “reason” happen. I’m not quite sure what that looks like yet but I have an idea.

I’m hoping to get back to writing more again.  I’ve found it so hard to write the past year and half, not wanting to share how I was feeling but also feeling like it was wrong to post something light-hearted.  

I want to start to share some deeper thoughts (if I’m ever brave enough to put myself out there that much) but want to keep this a fun place to share about my kids’ antics, so to see a different side of my life see:  www.sunflowersandmorningglories.blogspot.com

I'm considering starting to post our adventures on instagram (coming way late to that party I know) but we'll see.  I don't like posting many pictures of my kids.

To see the slowest work-in-progress of a food intolerance blog ever see: mspichef.home.blog